
christian and depressed?
I want to die. I pray for God to kill me.I’ve gained 80 lbs in 2 years. people make fun of my race at my school because I’m the minority. I’ve partied in my life plenty times and was raped. I don’t know how I’ve lost my ways. I’ve had 1 boyfriend that I loved very much, we dated for a year and he moved by choice and now has a kid. we talk but I don’t think he realizes how much I love and loved him. what do you think if I take depression pills? I cry every day. for 3 years now I’ve cried. im a senior I’m lost I’m a failure I want to be happy help me I’m tires of playing the victim I want to help others.
If you have been crying for 3 years and gaining weight you need to go talk to a doctor immediately.
You could have a thyroid problem (very common) which affects your metabolism and your emotions big time, depression, or something else. Dont let it get worse, do something! Just because you are christian (i am too) doesnt mean its not ok to ask for help from other people too. Thats why God puts them in our lives.
See a doctor.
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